Smalam x byk klas sngt kena ngajar…so i’ve decided to juz sit in the bilik guru..prepared a cup of nescafe smbil bc2 paper with bunch of teachers yg tngh rehat2 gak..(err…gosip kot..hehe)..there were 5 of them,4 women n 1 man..dorang pnggil ustaz even dia ngajar english..so join la dorang jap..

nk dijadikan crite, time tu, the topic they r discussing bout is ‘BOIKOT’..berkobar2 ustaz tu ckp psl boikot..we hv to boikot this n that, n oso all israel’s products..mmg bsemangat btoi..

even I told u tt i’ve ‘joined’ them..tp takdela sgt pun..it juz like ‘duduk bersama-sama smbil menjadi pendengar dan pemerhati’..hehehe..mcm2 topik regarding ‘boikot’ yg dorang bincang..smpaila tetibe sorang cikgu ni ckp..”ustaz,rokok pn dtg dr sana jgak tau ustaz…sume brand pn dr sana jgak…”..terdiam ustaz tuh….”yeke cikgu?”,he replied..then one of the teachers (x dpt dipstikan klate ke ganu..) jwb blk kat ustz tuh..”bnr blako…guano buleh x tau..sebut gapo..hok dunhill,hok benson, malboro ko..sumo maghi sano…”..hehhe..lbeh kurang cmtu la dialog dia..mn nk ingt sbijik2…

bkn main sume ckgu2 pompuan tu ckp psl rokok..i think they juz wnt 2 give ‘hint’ to that ustaz..sbb ustz tu mmg tkenal ngan kehebatan dia merokok..hihi..tp kire scr halus la tuh…punyela dorang bg hujah n ckp mcm2, tetibe at last,ngan muke yg sgt tak bsalah, ustaz tu jwb..”kalu mcm tu,sy hisap gudang garam je la pasni…”…hahhaha…mslhnye,muka dia sgt serius n x nmpk cam nk wat lwk.siap kerut2 lg.. yg ckgu pompuan tu pn sume terdiam n tak tau nk bls pe…

n u know wat??i was the only one yg ktawa ms tue…apsal dorang tak ketawa eh??sbb rs cam comel sgt lwk tuh..wlaupun dia tak wat lwk..or mybe dorang pk ustaz tu dh tua kot..ataupun urat ketawa dorang dh putus..ishh..klaka la..ye r…kte mksudkan lain,dia phm lain…org nk soh brenti merokok,dia nk g tukar brand plak..haha..papepun,sy suka r jwpn ustaz!!!cam klaka tngok ckgu2 yg memula bsemangat,tetibe tros terdiam..hihi

ustaz..ustaz…apsal tak ckp je nk hisap rokok daun..beli smbil beramal..ye la,dpt menyumbang kat industri kecil sdrhana skali..hehe..tp mls la nk nympuk sembang org tua2..tp mmg x thn gelak la…smpai ckgu2 tu tny ‘nape wana ketawa?”…..mintak mahap la ustaz..dh prangai mmg cmni..takdela suke ketawa sgt,tp ble dh rs nk gelak,mmg nauzubillah la..hah..xbleh nk tahan..apsal eh dorang x gelak….

ckp psl rokok ni,no komen la…my dad pun mrokok gak,tp alhmdulillah tak kronik sgt..lgpun,klau dia nk smoking,dia dok tepi pintu…hehe..dlu pnah cube benti…tp xsmpai ati plak tengok..smpai nk tdo pn tak leh..huhu…mmg ssh kan klau bnda dh sebati..hebat eh klau dlm sejam bleh abes smapi 6 batang bg certain2 org tuh..org sbelah konon nk jg ati,tp muka dh biru22 tahan nafas…ahhahaha…so for those yg rs nk benti rokok,kna azam btoi2 la…mmg ssh n sngsara…xpun,klau dpt kurangkan sket2 pn dh kire 1 kejayaan gak..papepun,chaiyok2!!!

jgn diikut perangai lampu…menerangi org lain,tetapi dirinya sendiri terbakar..sebaliknya,contohilah bulan…setiap kali bertentangan dgn matahari,bulan akan mendapat cahayanya…-AL KINDI-

kalau tak dpt jd matahari,dampingilah org2 yg akan membawa lebih kebaikan,kegembiraan,keinsafan dan kebahagiaan buat kalian..

namun,alangkah baiknya jika dpt menjadi matahari..setiap org yg kalian dampingi mendapat manfaat dgn kehadiran kalian…

;>..SO,KORANG PILIH LA NK JD YG MANA…HEHE…

Pnah x u all bc cite dongeng or citer2 novel,then pe yg u all bc tu tjd kenyataan kat dri sndri??like fantasy becomes reality??..hurrmm..it happened to me juz few weeks ago..dunno how 2 dscribe it..whether a happy or sad ending story..or maybe funny??malu nk cite sbenanye,tp takpe la…kite share

I went to a gift shop one evening n bought some present. Ms byr kat kaunter, i took some chewing gums n kit kat…bkn kit kat pjg tu, kit kat bytes yg bulat2 tue..pas byr,msukkan dlm beg..pstu kuar kdai,cri tmpat duduk sbb lenguh bdiri pilih adiah. N d only empty sit yg ada ms tue was beside one guy..i guess dia dlm lngkungan 20++..so,duduk je la,dh lenguh..

Bout 5 minutes duduk2 tu,cam lpr plak..so,pe lg,tringat kat kit kat tu. Trus bukak kit kat yg letak kat belah kiri. Tngh sdp2 mkn,tetibe mamat kat sbelah tu amek sbijik…eh,sukati jer..kot ye pon nk,ckp la..then i looked at him,dia snyum je..’owh,msti nk ngorat ni…ish,kna wat muka garang ni..’..haha..biasala,kdg2 pnyakit prasan tu dtg gak…i just ignored him n trus mkn lg…tetibe dia amek sbijik lg..’ish,mlampau ni..’…tak tau malu ke..tp muka dia cool je n senyum..maybe dia ingt snyum dia manis sgt kot..grrr…rs cam nk tarik je janggut dia or gigit tinge smpai ptus…sbr je la…

So,instead of letak kat tepi, aku trus amek n pgg..bile dh pgg pun dia amek lg sbijik ngan slumbernye for the third time,mmg tak leh thn la..trus sound dia..’ wk,kot ye pon nk,ckp la..awk lpr eh??amek la sume,sy sdekah!!!’..chewaahh..abes garang la tu..hehe..dia senyum je,trus bangun n kt ‘xpela wak,awk abeskan la..’..pastu di g..ish3,ada gak org camni…

After that,i went back home..smbil tu tringat kat prangai mamat td..cam tak btamadun je..pastu punggah la beg,kuar kan sume brg yg beli td……Ya rabbiiii….guess wat??dlm tu ada sebungkus kit kat yg tak bukak lg..got wat i mean??? Aku yg mkn kit kat mamat tuh!!!patot la elok je ada kat belah kiri..mak aaiihh…malunyer..cmne bleh tak prasan..kan aku dah msukkan aku pnye dlm beg…patot la dia senyum n cool je..gelakkan aku rupenye..

isk2..dah la sumpah sranah dia dlm ati,siap prasan dia nk ngorat lg..dh ready wat muka garang..hahaha..Agaknye pe prasaan dia ble tngok aku amek kit kat tu n dgn bahagianye bukak n mkn??Eeee..malu sgt2..dahla siap perli ckp nk sdekah..sbenanye dia yg sdekah kat aku soh abeskan..ish, tak dpt trime sume ke’malu’an ni…Nasib baik tak knal n tak ingt muka dia..kalo knal,aku nk tros wat pmbedahan plastik bg dia tak knal…xpun,buat2 ilang ingatan tak knal dia…adddoooii…malu sgt2 tau..siap wat muka bagos lg…

Actually,i’ve read bout this kind of story kat mjlh Kuntum ms kecik2 dlu..tp tu psl chipsmore..kalo tak silap la,lm dah…tak sangka benda camtu jadik in real life,n i was the victim!!!eerrr…me or him???ish,smpai skang tak dpt trime bnda tu…bkn shy2 cat lg ni,dah thp shy2 tortoise…smbunyi kpale trus..ish2 wana,apsal la suke wat bnde yg memalukan…klau cite dongeng lain yg jadik kenyataan takpela gak..cam katak yg btukar jadik putera berjanggut yg ensem ke…klau jd knyataan bru best…hehehe

so,moral of the story,jgn curik mknn org!!!haha…sad ending??or hepi ending???or funny story??wateva..but to me,it was very SHAMEFUL!!!!…

THE 1^ST QUARTER OF THIS NEW YEAR WILL B VERY BUSY N A HECTIC YR 4 ME N MY FAMILY..WE R EXCITED 2 WELCOME A NEW COMER 2 OUR FAMILY..OR IN OTHER WORDS,mak n abah nak dpt menantu…hEhe..Errr..BUT NOT ME LAA..MY DEAREST SISTER!!SHE’LL GET MARRIED SOON N SWITCH OFF HER VERY PRECIOUS ‘SINGLE’ STATUS,insyallh…N TQ 2 HER 4 GIVING ME SUCH JOB OPPURTUNITY WHICH SO CALLED S ‘WEDDING PLANNER’..org len sebok kna buang keje,but me??I’VE GOT AN EXTRA JOB!!!HaHa..2 TELL U D TRUTH,WE R NOW BZ PREPARING WHATEVER CONSIDERED S ‘apa yg patut’…BUYING THIS N THAT,SURVEYING EVERYTING TT SHOULD B SURVEYED N ALSO KEEP ARGUING WHICH 1 IS BETTER N LOOK NICER..heHE…

I’M D 2^ND IN MY SIBLINGS..SO GUYS,GUESS WAT I’M TRYING TO TELL U BOUT D FAMILIAR QUESTION ASKED TO ME???..”akak dah,adik bile lg?..”..UUIISSHH..x tcapai dek akalku..HahA..IT’S NOT TT I DON’T WANT 2 MARRY..BUT I THINK,IT’S TOO EARLY LAAA…hUhUHU..BESIDES TT,I’VE GOT MANY pesanan penaja..LIKE..”lmbt2 nti jd andartu kang!!”…N ALSO “nk soh tlg carik ke?”..HahAha…BUT D ONE TT ATTRACTED ME MOST WAS “wana,jgn carik pkwe ensem2 sgt,nnti kna tnggal..” N ALSO “wana,carik pkwe ensem2 sket,kang jemu nk ngadap!!”….OWH,LIKE THAT HA???SO,WHICH SUGGESTION SHOULD I FOLLOW??HAahA..IsH3..SO,LET US TALK BOUT TT..

ACTUALLY,WE ALWAYS HEARD THOSE KIND OF pesAnan pnaja,RITE??dr skolah smpai skang,WHEN OUR FRIEND GOT A BOYFRIEND,D 1^ST QUESTION WE WIIL ASKensem x??..N D ANSWERS CAME OUT IN VARIOUS EXPRESSIONS..”bleh tahan..tp cam mat rempit r..”..OR ELSE..”ensem,tp muka kudus gile..”HahAHA..TT WAS GURL TALK..4 MEN,D ANSWER MAY BE SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT..I’VE HEARD WAT I CONSIDERED S ‘MEN TALK’ AT KEDAI MAMAK ONE DAY..THE GUY TOLD D OTHERS TT THEIR FREN GOT A NEW GURLFREN..WHEN THE OTHER GUY ASKED “ok tak??”, U KNOW WAT’S D ANSWER??..”body lentik siottt!!!”..ohohhoo..I JUZ SMILED N SMILE smbil pkni nakal ke gatal??huhuu..

WHEN WE TALK BOUT THIS ‘chantique n hensem’ MATTERS,I WANNA ASK U SMTHING..IS THAT A BIG MATTER??BEAUTIFUL OR NOT,WASN’T TT ALLAH’S CREATION??..ish,bknla nk buat tzkirah lak kat sni..BUT S A HUMAN,WE HV 2 REMIND EACH OTHER..SMTIMES,PEOPLE EVEN ASKED “camnela minah 2 bleh sngkut kat mamat muka tak siap tuh??”..N SMTIMES,WE WERE MAKING JUDGEMENT TO CERTAIN COUPLE..”ish,tak pdn lngsung..mcm pinang tak tbelah2”.. IT SOUNDS FUNNY RITE??BUT IF U THINK TWICE,U R ACTUALLY MAKING FUNNY TO ALLAH’S CREATION..satu p’hinaan sbenanye..EERR..MAY I ASK U SMTHING???”korang tu cantik/ensem sgt ke?”..eHhEHHE..

oRg x cntik n tak ensem pun ada prasaan jgak..mn tau hati dia lg murni..SO FRENS,WATCH OUT YOUR MOUTH..takut dlm mlawak tu,kte m’hina ciptaan tuhan sbenanye..kan manusia tu sebaik2 ciptaan..btoi x??tp tu la…hodoh pn slh,cantik pn byk mslh…alhmdLLH COZ I’VE BEEN CATEGORIZED AT D MIDDLE…cantik pun tak..hodoh pn tak(eerrmm..rsnye takdela smpai hdoh kot!!hurrmm..)..tp cmne2 pn,mstila kte nk jgak yg sdap dipandang mata…kte sndri rs dia ensem or cntik,jadik la…cntik kan universal,tafsiran masing2…takdela smpai ble tngok muka dia,trus nk wat u turn!!!kehkehkeh

JASON JORDAN ONCE SAID..” LOVE DOES NOT COME BY FINDING D PERFECT PERSON, BUT BY LEARNING TO SEE AN IMPERFECT PERSON PERFECTLY”…wawawaa..SO FRENS,LUV YOURSELF N LUV OTHERS LIKE HOW YOU LUV YOURSELF..N BE THANKFUL 4 WATEVER ALLAH GAVE US…SOMETIMES LOVE HAS NO REASON….!!!

IsH3…td bru tngok CItEr Kat Tv..AIrmatA paLesTin…sDeh sgt tNgok…smPai tak TaU nk KatA ape kat YahUdi LaknaTULLah tu…tp tu laaa..Nk Ckp Lbeh2 pun,Bsr MN la Sgt jihad yg kte leh BuaT..kdg tu malu SinDri jer…huhuhu…

So skanG nk CiteR pasal ‘air mata’…ADa taK manusia KaT DuniA ni yG tak pNah nanGeS???mestila TaKde..time Baby2 ke…ish,kalo BAbY yg Kuar TaK nanGES,Bisu namANye tuh!!!hehehe..seMacho2 leLaki pn,Msti PNaH gak Nanges kan!!!

I JUZ WANT TO SHARE MY OWN EXPERIENCE …I’VE ATTENDED A PROGRAM OR SO CALLED S SEMINAR AT GENTING HIGHLAND ORGANIZED BY ONE BIG COMPANY FEW WEEKS AGO..DONT WANT TO TELL U BOUT THE PROGRAM SCHEDULE OR WATEVA..BUT ONLY BOUT SMTHING TT HAPPENED AT THE END OF THE PROGRAM…biasala,program2 motivation camtu mstila diakhiri ngan SOME KIND LIKE ‘muhasabah diri’..SO AS USUAL,dr zmn skolah lg,WHEN THIS ‘GAME’ PLAYED,GIRLS WILL BE THE ONE WHO CRYING OUT LOUD WITH FULL OF EMOTION. BUT NOT FOR THIS PROGRAM!!!BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!!HAAA….so,xpayah la lg gune pepatah ‘NO WOMEN NO CRY..’.…tp biasanye,kalo program kat skolah,dia byk sntuh psl parents…BUT NOT THIS TIME..yg ni lbeh kpd diri sendiri…I MEAN,WHY WE HAVE TO APPRECIATE OURSELVES,N ALSO JUZ B YOURSELF 4 WATEVER REASON BCOZ GOD CREATED YOU BEAUTIFULLY N DON’T BE SHY TO TELL OTHERS WHO YOU ARE,WHAT U THINK N SHOW THEM THE GOOD IN YOU…JUZ BRING YOUR ‘CHILDHOOD’ BACK,THE CHILD WITH NO HIPOCRACY N THE REAL YOU..THEN YOU’LL REALIZE THAT YOU R THE BEST ALLAH’S CREATION N YOU WILL APPRECIATE WATEVER YOU HAVE…

Scr jujurnya,sy xla sdeh sgt memula sbb ngantuk sket time tuh(ooppss..)…but when I heard men voices crying n sobbing,it touched me much..sgt2 tersentuh…rsnye gurl yg lain pn cmtu gak kot..memula nanges,tp tetibe jd terkedu bile tngok all that guys cring..not ‘he’..but ‘they’!!all of them!!not juz cry,but sobbing!!!even when the light was switched on…ada la dua tiga org yg cover2 jgak,tp..eleh,tngok hidung n mata merah giler…wekk..hehhe..maybe sbb bnda ni lbeh kpd jati diri n btape berharganya nilai seorang lelaki or khalifah yg allh cipta,n also betapa beratnya tnggugjwb yg kita pikul,so,lelaki lbeh terasa ‘sentuhannya’…huhu..A BIG HAND TO THEM FOR THROWING OUT ALL THE EGO N THE BELIEF THAT MAN CANNOT CRY…mmg touching sgt ble tngok sbb tak pnah tngok seumur idop laki nanges smpai tersedu2 dpn org…I’ve started to cry bcoz looking at them crying…hihi..gurl xyah citerla..tngok tv pun nanges..hehe..(eerr..terasa plak)..

JD WAHAI SAHABAT2KU…sape kata mnangis tu tnda org lemah??setiap anugerah allah tu ada gunanye tau..for me myself,nk kata mudah sgt nanges,x jgak…tp,that is one of d ‘temporary’ solutions kpd certain mslh..especially bile rs mrh or geram sgt2…dok sorang2,nanges jap..hehe..xpun bile sdeh..ye la,kdg2 x sumer bnda kte bleh citer kat org n tpaksa tnggung sorang2..so,kwn yg paling setia ms tu ialah air mata..dia akn teman kite spjg kte pjuk diri sndiri n smpai kite rs btul2 release..kan?..kan?so,hargailah anugerah tu sbb…air mata la teman pertama yg ada di smping kte bile kte sdeh or terlalu gembira…tears not only meant for sadness!!..tp jgnla g mengada-ngada nanges x tentu psl lak..kalo stakat nk mnja2 sket tu xpela…ala cayang cayang bucuk intan payung..!!!!hehehe.. :p

I WENT TO MID VALLEY YESTERDAY..WOW..IT WAS TOO CROWDED.JUZ LIKE A TIN OF SARDINE N EVEN WORSE..BUT IT’S OK LA..kalo taknak sesak bukak shopping complex sndri..hEhE..BUT THERE WAS NOTHING 2 WONDER BCOZ CAREER AND EDUCATION FAIR WAS HELD AT THAT TIME..N JUZ LIKE THEM,I WAS HERE TO LOOK AROUND N ALSO TO GET SOME INFORMATION TO FURTHER MY STUDY..kita serupaa…

I WENT THERE WITH MY COLLEAGUES..SOME OF THEM SEEKING 4 A JOB N SOME JUZ LIKE ME..BUT I WAS QUITE UPSET BCOZ WE CANT SPENT TIME MUCH LONGER BCOZ EVERYBODY HAD THEIR OWN EMERGENCY N AGENDA..(dating kire emergency ke agenda?hehe)..BUT NVERMIND LAA BCOZ THEY ALREADY TOLD ME EARLIER…THEN,I DUNNO WHERE 2 GO BUT I WAS VERY SURE TT I DON’T WANT 2 GO HOME TT EARLY..(eerr..bkan x suke blk umah..)..BUT LoOKING AT THE CROWD TT QUEUED 4 THE KOMUTER TICKET,MY GOD….baik tnggu dlu..SO I’VE DECIDED  I WANNA GO SHOPPING ON MY OWN!!bunyik cam sdeh je shopping sorang2,xpnah buat pon seumur idop..BUT IT WAS GREAT ACTUALLY BCOZ NOBODY WILL STOP U FROM BUYING WATEVER U WANNA BUY…HaHahA..

K,nak beli kasut la…SO I JUZ FOLLOWED WHEREVER MY HEART ASKED ME TO GO…tngok2 kasut n yeaahh!!!I’VE FOUND IT..belek2…ramai gak org kat kdai ni…AT D FRONT OF THE SHOP,THERE WAS A COUPLE..A QUITE HNDSOME GUY,N A VERY CUTE LITTLE WOMAN..ACTUALLY THEY DIDN’T IMPRESSED ME MUCH ONLY WHEN THE GUY SUDDENLY CAME TO ME n ASKED “wk,bleh tumpang tnya??..” I JUZ REPLIED “bleh..pe dia?”…GUESS WAT???..dgn muka yg trsgt ‘ketat’ n a very ‘muncung ‘ MOUTH POINTING AT HER LADY,HE SAID “org pompuan mmg camtu ke?”..THEN I TURNED MY HEAD TO THE LADY..JUZ DIDN’T GET WAT HE MEANT..OWH!!!pompuan tu tngh leka try kasut..JUZ IMAGINE,THERE WERE 5 PAIRS OF SHOES THAT SHE IS TESTING ON!!!SO I JUZ SMILED AT HIM BCOZ DUNNO WAT SHOULD I SAY..THEN HE ADDED..”awk tau tak..ni dah kdai yg kespuluh!!!”..hah??..I’M SORRY 4 HER BCOZ I CANT STOP GIGGLING N LAUGHING..biar btoi!!!..THEN I TOLD TT GUY “pe kata awk ckp je yg merah tu paling cntik??hehe..” MAYBE SUDDENLY SHE REALIZED TT HER BOYFREN IS TALKING WITH ANOTHER GURL,SHE STARED AT ME mcm nk mkn org!!huhu..(uwekk..tak nak pun curik pkwe awk!!!..hihiii)..pakwe diapun g kat dia blk..

SO,WHILE WAITING 4 MY TURN 2 PAY THE BILL(THE COUNTER IS JUZ IN FRONT OF THEM),I LOOKED AT THEM..pompuan tu pnyala tnya pkwe dia mn satu kasut yg cntik…BUT THE GUY JUZ STOOD STILL N ZIPPED HIS MOUTH..so,pepatah arab yg ckp ‘uskut alamatu arridha’ or diam tanda stuju dah takleh pakai..BCOZ IN THIS CASE, ‘uskut alamatu protes’..MUAhaHA..AFTER PAID,I STEPPED OUT N WHEN I PASSED THEM,tdgr laki tu ckp”syg,yg merah tu paling cantik!!..”ahahhaha…I DUNNO WAT HAPPENED NEXT,BUT I GUESS SHE BOUGHT THE RED ONE!!!!haaa..kan snang…so kepada lelaki berkenaan,awk dah pilih that lady…trime la dia seadanye..pandai2la handle…tak pyhla nk wat muka ketat…hahaha.. THANK GOD COZ I’M NOT TOO CEREWET OR TOO CHOOSY LIKE HER…fuhh!!LOVE IS ONE GREAT GIFT GIVEN BY ALLAH FOR US TO APPRECIATE.. awk,xkanla sbb beli kasut tu jd mslh bsr plak…SO INSTEAD OF GIVING pndapat yg tak brape nk ikhlas mcm ‘ok jer…’,WHY NOT U GIVE HER YOUR OPINION yg setulus hati…so that,takdela smpai kna msuk 10 kedai!!!hihihih…lu pk la sndri….

Lps bli ape yg patut(tak patot pun sbenanye..hehe),I’VE DECIDED TO GO HOME..BUT B4 THAT,kna carik ubat penenang dulu sbb msti tension org ramai giler naik tren..GUESS WAT THE ‘ubat penenang’?..CHOCOLATE!!!!hehehehe…naseb baik Cadbury x kna boikot!!!